Beauty In Ashes, A Reposting of Arts Healing Power

Fire in the Valley
Healing with Gods Words and
the gift of my art.

24.Acts 20:24
"However, I consider my life worth nothing to me;
 my only aim is to finish the race
 and complete the task the
 Lord Jesus has given me—
the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace."
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"The Valley" 2006

I painted this in 2006 with acrylic and glazing medium.

During a time I was living in depth of one of life's valleys.

5 years ago we had a house fire

and lost everything.
But, according to the insurance company the
old foundation was solid.
So we built a new house on the old foundation.

The cowboy and I were in the heart of the valley....
Our marriage was changed,
my children were changed,
our family dynamic was changed and
my faith was changed
Forever.

As I look back at this piece of artwork. I see

now there must have been light in my spirit even in

the darkness life sometimes dishes out.

The light color palette in the midst of

the dark greens at the top center appears

to me (now) 

to be a reflection of

  the light of God which resides

within us...

even in the valley.

I believe God allows these valleys to accomplish

his purpose within us.

"Waves of Color and Light" 2006

As I clung to this scripture,

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

 ~ Philippians 4:13

My paintings would begin to reflect the colors I

needed to heal.

The road out of the valley can be
a long difficult one.
I had many days where I felt like a big black
cloud was hanging over my family and
troubles on top of trouble was all
there was for us.
I felt undeserving...
unworthy...
and I was asking,
where is God in all this?

"Valley of Darkness 2006

Which leads me to this question?

Does

God who has given His

only Son to show us His love,

grace and mercy consider it defiance,

 that I would question or

consider even for a moment that what

God created (Me) is unworthy and undeserving?
I have always told my kids
 God doesn't make mistakes or
garbage...

That is why GRACE is

my word this year.

Because, I have been allowing this unworthy

undeserving perception hold me

back from all the blessings
 God has in store

for me and my family.

I can not tell you how hard it is to rebuild

after a trauma like that.

It affected each of my family members differently and

the healing process is and was different for each one of us.

Out of the ashes of fire was heart ache and loss.
My healing process included counseling,
bible studies and  working on my art.
I could momentarily escape the valley
 and find peace in my studio.
A respite from the rebuilding process
of our home and family.
We did a lot of the rebuilding work ourselves to save
money. This process consumed our lives from sun up to
sun down for 9 long months.

Then from out of the ashes I began to look
for the blessings and the lessons.
Changing my perspective.
My soul needed healing...
I found healing through Gods words.
My Spirit needed rest,
which I found through creating
 art...
My heart needed GRACE.
Something I did not have to work for or
earn... because,
in the valley I felt like just getting up
in the morning was work,
being a wife...work,
being a mother...work....
work.work.work

ANOTHER STROKE FO THE BRUSH

BEAUTY IN THE ASHES...
Because of the fire I was able to
have a new studio,
hence the name:
Art and Soul.

Because of the fire...
We went from a one bathroom for 6 people
to two! (a real miracle)

Because of the fire I found
out what I am made of...
Strength...
Courage...
Compassion...
AND
Who I am in Christ alone.

Because of the fire I now believe more
than every God has a purpose for my
life.

1 Corinthians 15:10
(New International Version, ©2011)
10 "But by the grace of God I am what I am,
and his grace to me was not without effect. 
No, I worked harder than all of them—yet not I,
but the grace of God that was with me."

God is with us in the midst of the
darkest valley.
Trust me I found him there....
Although I am unworthy of the gifts of God,
He does not ask us to be worthy, He
accepts us just the way we are.
That MY friends is the good news of Gods
GRACE.

Grace is unmerited favor that is God-given,
 made possible only by Jesus Christ and none other.
 It is God's gift of salvation granted to sinners for their salvation.

Many Blessings, Deborah

Signs on the journey and Inspiration to keep your eyes open & Our Crazy Busy Life!!!

Hey beautiful peeps,
Long time no blogging.....is anyone still out there? (Following)

I decided to take a sabbatical from technology.
It can consume and monopolize your time before
you know it hit you.
SO..

I spent the summer with my beautiful

family. PRICELESS.

Although lets be honest I did facebook.
I mean really I have to keep up with family and friends.

Summer is my favorite time of the year and it was crazy busy
in a good way.
In bring my summer to a close I made a faith step (not with out prayerful consideration)
and took a
journey to The Creative Connection Event in St. Paul, Mn.
This is about that journey and how the holy spirit was watching my
back the whole time
TCC is an event created by Where Women Create.
It is all about successful creative women in business and lots of fun classes to
make art & crafts.
Right up my alley! Right!
Well friends it ain't cheep to attend these conferences.

Although the information they share and the spark of

creativity they ignite IS
priceless.

With the two boys in college I didn't think it was in the cards

for me to go this year. I had wanted to go to this event

last year sooo badly.

So Like, I am always praying for God to show me

when, where and how to take my art to a new level.

 Always asking for direction?

Should I go? God do you want me to go?

I want to honor him always in all ways. In the back of my mind

 and at the bottom of my heart...

God IS First

Honoring my Husband 2nd

and being there for my family in 3rd on

my priority list.

Asking God...A SIGN

So I set up my art at a sidewalk show in Gilbert.

 My friend Sarah is also set up. I begin to tell her all about it, TCC.

Well guess what,
She went to it last year for one day. (me..thinking really, cool!)

So She says, " did you know if you volunteer for the

event you get to help in the classes and panels?"

I said, "NO."

I rush home to research this with there being only two weeks left before the event.

Thinking they probable have enough volunteers. But, its worth a shot just to check

it out. I email the contact Lacy and wait for a reply...Wait, wait, wait.

To my surprise they still needed volunteers. Count me in! At this time I am only thinking

I will go and just see what its about and meet lots of other creative women. I hadn't even read

the fine print in the e-mail Lacy sent me. I was just excited to road trip!

Lacy calls and I tell her the hours and day I am willing to help and then I get another email.

Make sure you register for your free classes or panels. Re-read the 1st email.

If you volunteer for 5 hours you get 1 class or 2 free panels. And 1 meal.

 WHAT? Oh my gracious loving God, No Way!

If you work 10 hours you get another free class or panel and a meal and thats not

all, you will get a TCC bag filled with free creative stuff. I am having heart palpatations

at this point. God is this you? I send an email to Lacy right away and tell her to work me as

much as see needs me all day Friday, because all the panels I want are on Saturday. 

YES I AM GOING TO THE CREATIVE CONNECTION EVENT.

With of course my husband and families blessing.

Well friends this is just the first sign on the journey. So much more to share...

But, I can't put it all in one post.

Next post Stop, Shop & Spend!

Oh my!

Got to meet a wonderful bloggin Friend,

Prudence @  http://avintagemom.blogspot.com/

And so Much More.

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